||[10 Oct 2006|07:19pm]
My William Shakespeare version soulmate:
||[10 Jun 2006|09:07pm]
So, as I'm sure, everyone knows, there have been fires as of recent in the Harding County and tri-county area. This, my friends, has been FUCKING CRAZY! I've never seen anything close to this kind of emence damage in my life. It was said that the fire took over approximately 60,000+ acres. From about Gladstone to Liz Martinez's mailbox, almost continuously. Cows were killed. Some suffered from small burns and blisters on their bellies and faces, their hooves cracked, some suffered far worse. Toasty. Crispy.
This incident scared me. And I'm sure everyone else who's lives it entered. On Thursday, June 15th, we were worried that the fire was going to come to our house and destroy it. It was practically in our backyard. We could see the flames from our windows. The sky, even though it was night, glowed and evil bright orange. The fire was angry. Very angry. Full of hatred. It wanted to destroy absolutely everything it could in as little time as possible. We were ready to head out. Had the Forest Ranger homies not ordered that the people forget about the grass fires and protect the structures, I believe our house would be gone right now. It would have been even more out of control.
On Thursday Neil Atkins got mom and I and showed us the first fire around this area at approximately 4 p.m. We were the first to call it in and arrive at the fire. We began putting it out with our brooms and such. The Farley firetrucks finally showed up about an house later. The fire got put out around 8 p.m.
Almost right after that another fire was reported. This one, bigger than the first. This fire threatened houses, took over thousands of acres of land, and took hours to put out. While this fire was burning, appearantly 11+ other fires were burning at the same time.
On Friday, June 16, another fire broke out across from Aunt Mary's on the Clavel land. It took over a big chunck of their land, it began to go down into the canyon and into Uncle Teddy's Vega, and lots more.
On Saturday, June 17, appearantly a few more fires burned but were put out not too long after.
On Sunday, June 18, another fire began somewhere around the Mills area.
During all these days the wind has picked up, especially on Thursday and Friday. The wind was a HUGE factor in the fire burning. It was all pretty much crazy.
Never will I forget this experience. And I bet all you smokers out there will think twice about the next time you put out a cigarette. Mmhmm.
||[17 May 2006|03:56pm]
3 YEARS AGO TODAY
How old were you? 13
What grade year were you in?: 7th
Where did you go to school?: Roy Municipal Schools
Where did you work? Nowhere
Where did you live?: Roy
How was your hair style?: long and brown
Did you wear braces?: No
Did you wear glasses?: No
Who was your best friend?: I didn't have one
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: Chelsie
Who was your celebrity crush?: Who WASN'T?!
Who was your regular-person crush?: I dunno, Kyle probably.
How many tattoos did you have?: None
How many piercings did you have?: 2
What car did you drive?: None!
What was your favorite band/group?: Blink 182
What was your worst fear?: I don't recall
Had you smoked a cigarette yet? no
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: No
Had you driven yet? Yes
Had you been to a real party yet?: No
Had your heart broken?: No
Had broken someones heart?: No
LET US NOW SEE IF/HOW YOU HAVE CHANGED:
How old are you?: 16
What grade are you in?: 10th
Where do you go to school?: Roy Municipal Schools
Where do you work?: nowhere
Where do you live?: Roy
Where do you hang out?: School...
How is your hair style? medium, brown with red highlights
Do you have braces?: No
Do you wear glasses?: No
Who is your best friend?: Kirsten, Tony, Suzie, Lesle, Geoffery
Still talk to any of your old friends?: Yeah
Who is you bf/gf?: Derrick!
Who is your celebrity crush?: Mark Hoppus
Who is your regular-person crush? Derrick!
How many piercings have you had?: 6
How many tattoos?: 0
What kind of car do you drive?: none
What is your favorite singer/group?:Blink 182
What is your biggest fear?: fear
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?: si
Have you gotten drunk or high?: drunk, si. High, no
Have you been to a real party?: Si
Had your heart been broken?: Si
Have you broken someones heart?: Si
Would you go back and change things if you had the chance?: I never did anything/..pfft
||[17 May 2006|03:55pm]
[ ] somewhere in between
[ ] Sad
[x] Just fine
[ ] A meat-eater
[ ] A vegetarian
[ ] Crying
[ ] Age 1 - 13
[x] Age 14 - 19
[ ] Age 20 - 30
[ ] Age 31 - 50
[ ] Age 51 - 80
[ ] Older than 80.
[ ] With another person
[ ] With a group of people
[ ] In pajamas
[ ] Naked
[x] Dressed comfortably
[x] In my clothes from today
[x] Listening to music
[ ] Watching TV
[ ] Watching a movie
[x] Have a crush on someone
[ ] A laptop
[x] A stereo
[x] an MP3 player/iPod
[ ] an inflatable chair
[ ]A bean bag chair
[ ] A lava lamp
[x] A black light
[ ] An automobile
[x] A musical instrument
[x] A CD player
[ ] A CD burner
[ ] A DVD burner
[x] Over 100 CDs
[ ]Sun Glasses
[ ] Contacts
[x] Pierced ear(s)
[ ] Other piercing(s)
[ ] Tattoo(s)
[x] Scars from accidental injuries
[ ] Scars from intentional injuries
[ ] A broken body part
I've physically met...
[x] A celebrity
[x] A poor person
[x] A rich person
[ ] The president
[x] Family I never knew existed
[x] Someone from another state
[x] Someone from another country
[x] Someone EXACTLY like me in personality
[ ] Someone EXACTLY like me in looks
[x] The love of my life
I have been...
[ ] Legally dead
[ ] Engaged
[ ] Married
[ ] Divorced
[x] In a car accident
[ ] Arrested
[x] Questioned by police
[ ] In a police car
I have been called...
[x] A liar
[ ] emo
[ ] cutter
[ ] jock
[ ] Skater
[ ] Scene
[x] Something other than these
[ ] None of the above
[ ] Suprisingly, nothing
[ ] I am some of these things i've been called
[x] you couldnt classify me as any one thing
||[17 May 2006|03:55pm]
SOUNDTRACK TO THE MOVIE OF YOUR LIFE -
Here's what you do: Open your music player and put it on shuffle. For each category, hit next and put the first song that starts playing! Don't cheat.
Opening credits: Stepa - 'Aquarium'
Waking up: Jem - 'They'
Average day: Papa Roach - 'Between Angels and Insects'
First date: Instruction - 'Breakdown'
Falling in love: Butthole Surfers - 'Pepper'
Fight scene: Fuel - 'Shimmer'
Breaking up: Memento - 'Savior'
Getting back together: In Flames - 'Take This Life'
Secret love: Apartment 26 - 'Basic Breakdown'
Life's okay: Institute - 'Bullet Proof Sun'
Mental breakdown: Bloudhound Gang - 'Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo'
Driving: Gin Blossoms - 'Hey Jealousy'
Learning a lesson: Machine Head - 'Imperium'
Deep thought: Our Lady Peace - "Superman's Dead'
Flashback: Rise Against - 'Swing Life Away'
Partying: INXS - 'Devil Inside'
Happy dance: Ministry - 'N.W.O.'
Regretting: Coheed and Cambria - 'Welcome Home'
Long night alone: System of a Down - 'Question(s)!'
Death scene: Atreyu - The Crimson
||[17 May 2006|03:54pm]
A Bad Ass Survey
Do you have a crush: Si
More than one: No
Is it realistic or celebrity: Si
Are they older or younger than you: Older
Don't be shy what is their name: Milhouse
What color hair do they have: Black
What color eyes do they have: Hazel
Do you think that they are hot or cute: Both
Do you want to hug them: Si
Do you want to kiss them: Si
Have you ever did either: SI!
Or more: SI!!!!
Do they know: Oooh yeah
Can you live with them: I would love to
Birthplace: Clayton, NM
Location: Roy, NM
Eye color: light brown/yellow
Hair color: Light brown with red highlights
Ring Size: 7-8 I think
Shoe Size: 8 1/2 - 9
Weight: 112 lbs
Blood Type: *Shrug*
What style are you: My own damn style, nikka!
~This or that~
Black or white: Black
Pepsi or coke: Coke
Apples or oranges: Oranges
Lemons or limes: Limes
Paper or plastic: Paper
Love or money: Love
Big or small: Big
Shower or bath: Shower
Soap or body wash: Body wash
Jeans or skirts: Jeans
Shoes or flip flops: Shoes
Pimps or hoes: Pimps
Fords or chevys: Fords
Spiderman or batman: SPIDERMAN!!
Straight or gay: Straight
Bed or floor: Bed
Rainbows or plain: Rainbows
Peanut M&m's or plain: Plain
Socks or hose: Socks
Shiny or dull: Shiny
Gold or silver: Silver
Love or lust: Love
Red or yellow: Red
Vodka or Tequila: Vodka
Naughty or nice: Both
E-mail or phone call: Email
Dirty or clean: Clean
Bud or Coors: Coors
Car: Lamborghini Diablo
Drink: Dr. Pepper/Red Bull
Past time: Spending time with The Poncans and my Derrick
Vacation: I don't take vacations
Toothpaste: Crest Ultra Brite
Store: Wal*Mart bitches!
Friend: Suz, Lesle, Kirsten, Tony...GEOFFERY. That's right, he wins! Ha!
Family member: My brother, Lesle, or Jacko
~Have you ever~
Been skinny dipping: Nope
Played strip poker: Nope
Been drunk: Si
Been to a club: Nope
Did drugs: Nope
Stripped for money: Nope
Had sex: Si
Been to the beach: Nope
Been to another state: Si
Been to another country: Nope
Drove a car: Si
Ridden a dirtbike: Nope
Ridden a four wheeler: Si
Been beat up: Nope
Beat anyone up: Does my brother count?
Killed anyone: Nope
Killed an animal: Si
Dumped anyone: Si
Been dumped: Si
Had your heartbroke: Si
Broken a heart: Si
Had a crush on a neighbor: Nope
Done anything sexual with a neighbor: Nope
Done anything like that in a major weather condition: Nope
Ate sushi: Nope
Ate dirt: Nope
Slept naked: Si
Took a shower with someone: Nope
Been sunburned so bad you couldn't walk: Si
Stuck you tongue to a flag pole: Nope
Watched Barney: Si
Watched cartoons: Si (ALL THE TIME!)
Took a survey like this before: Si
||[01 Jul 2005|04:27pm]
Josh is such a fucking woman. As I may have said previously. He just fucking broke up with me over offline messages. Fucker.
This is what he said: "Hey baby whats up about that i cant come I can never come... I have mixed feelings,but i know this is right,and don't think i'm doing this to be an asshole, I'm just doing it cuz i don't wanna end up hurting you in the end or vice-versa,but I don't think we should see eachother anymore, it's for your own good. Cuz we both know long distance never works out.. it hurts me to say this,but you know this wasnt going anywhere atleast right now its not cosidering that in another month or two we ill be so far apart.. Please don't feel bad everything I ever told you i meant I love you so much thats why this needs to happen, i dont wanna hurt you ya know i care thats whyi'm saying all this. Please dont feel sorrow or waste tears i know it hurts it hurts me too,but maybe one day our paths will cross again and then maybe we will see what happens.But i just feel like i used you all summer jut so i wouldn't be alone, which wasn't the case cuz i do really love you it's just a feeling. I hope you can understand why I'm doing this. Ilove you baby you were the best gurl a guy could ask for,but nothing ever lasts i wanted it too, but just think what is going to happen,and i dont want us to cause eachother pain ok. But I wish you the best in the future,cuz we will prolly never see eachother again...... I just want you to know I love you baby always and forever no matter what happens I'll never stop loving you... Just take care of yourself alright dont take any shit.. thanks for all you have given me..there will always be a special place for you in my heart. Good bye my love for now, but not."
WHAT THE FUCK? I hate him.
This is what I wrote back to him (because he loves offline messages SOOOO much):"You broke up with me, over the internet, again? Well, have a nice life."
Then I wrote again: "You know what, I don't care. I don't care if you decided to break up with me over the fucking internet and I don't care if you "still love me" or whatever. I knew we wouldn't be able to stay together when you went off to college but I wasn't going to worry about it because it's in the future and I was living in the moment. I was so stupid to have believed you cared. I knew I shouldn't have let some guy into my heart. I told you I don't love and I don't. Fuck this shit. I'm not going to act like I'm not fucking mad as hell right now. But I think it just fucking chickenshit of you to break up with me over the fucking internet. But whatever. I don't really care. I don't care about a god damned thing. That's who I am. I'm Samantha, the cynical, pessimistic, bitter bitch. I don't care."
That felt good. I was typing in red fury...or something. Fucking Josh. Fucker. He's a queer.
||[16 Apr 2005|03:22am]
Yay! People are actually gunna come!
||[13 Apr 2005|02:08pm]
Awww, a widdle bunny waaaabbit. You're gonna hug
him and squeeze him and then you're gonna
molest him. Chicka-wah-chicka-wah-wah. Just
do me a favour and don't send me the video,
it'll put me off my rabbit stew..
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What animal would you have sex with (If you had to)?
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